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Creative Soul

Lately I've been thinking,  I should be doing something more creative, where I get to use my love of music, art and, photography. At work I usually try to write at least one paragraph of my thoughts as they come, not overthinking it just writing what I feel in the moment. They say "Do more of what you Love," creating beautiful things and taking pictures of beautiful places are a few of my favorite things, and of course being a mother has its rewards also. :-) I decided while on my way to work in the  morning, instead of looking like the rest of the folks riding New York City transit with their phones glued to their hands, that I would either 1. Read a book, not from a gadget or computer device, a real live book that you have to actually turn the pages from or , 2. get out the old crossword puzzle books and give my brain a tease, or 3. my favorite get out my hook and yarn a CREATE SOMETHING. It seems as if when I put my yarn down for a while or stop performing any act of creativity my spirit slowly drowns. I crave creativity. When I'm not creating something or capturing something, taking in art at the local museum or listening to a vast array of music, I feel empty and lost. I figured out my key to happiness and it is the ability to do what I love and feed my creative soul.


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